SO, here it is. My first blog. My sister, Kara, 3 years older and much more sophisticated in "life", wrote me and said, "You need to blog". Well, don't you know it but only a few minutes later I find myself on Blogspot with a page and am trying to come up with something witty to say in order to impress and flatter my older sibling. Basically, I have a sister who wholeheartedly believes in me and I love trying to reach up to higher levels to prove to her I am a capable person. She is my cheerleader extraordinaire and I love that she believes in me. Funny thing is I have thought about doing a blog for some time. I recently started receiving some updates/blog from a girl who has her own website called fANNEtastic -she has recipes and healthy living ideas and a blog with photos that I have become attached to. I have no idea who the woman is, but I do love seeing her lunches, sights from her runs and photos from holidays. My life, well, isn't all that interesting....I don't live in some cool third world country doing relief work nor am I a wealthy globetrotter. I am a stay at home mom to 3 very perfect (Ha!) daughters. My life is lived at the gym, in the van, at home, at the soccer pitch, the skating rink, the school and my husbands office. But for some reason, what I experience in the day to day is interesting to ME and probably my sister too...so I do this mostly for her. Because she knows I am a cool person and tells me that all the time.
I have a hard time believing I am ok. I struggle with the acceptance that I can do things. This, in return, halts me from branching out and doing some things that would challenge me and possibly make me more of a well-rounded and confident person. I have confidence. I know I am a good mom (most days). I know I am a patient and kind wife (again, most days). But still, I lack in believing in myself. Years ago I decided to do something for myself and enrolled in the night course at Humber College to do Interior Design. I LOVED being back at school. I was scared silly - but was so glad to be sitting in the back of a class room with my pen and paper in hand - ready to tackle hues, colours and shades! I had a great year and did really well. However, I went and got pregnant and had to quit school. Doh! I was good at the design thing....but deep down was probably happy to have to resign as my next course was drafting and th...
ahh - but you're such a fun person who writes hilarious facebook statuses that should FOR SURE be entire stories so i'm pumped to follow along in your day to day! you're awesome, mar!
ReplyDeletedon't need to be impressed (though i am) just very proud of you. you are a beautiful creature and my life is better because you are in it.
ReplyDeleteMarlea, I am so glad that you do things for Kara!! She has a way of getting to you and we are all happy about it! It's really wonderful for your dad and me to be able to have this terrific communication...we're hooked!!
ReplyDeleteWay to blog, Marlee!
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